This is a Good Day...

This is a good day...my dear sweet goony came through her surgery with flying colors, and,she came by to say 'hi'.It's a good day...Tommy turned 26 Monday.He is really happy with his life right now.His girlfriend has moved in with him.They have an apartment with one of my other boys...Tyler.At work he's waiting on a much deserved promotion.This all was a long time in coming for Tommy.This is a good day...my husband actually didn't have to work today and we had a nice quite day at home.The boys were out and Grace went to her godmothers for the day. This is a good day ...cuz' my effin' head pain was as good as it gets today.Like I 've said a million times before...I don't care about all the body pain,it's the effin' head pain I can't live with!It's a good day...cuz when hubby and Zach put in the ac's they worked YAY!!It is hot as hell in New Hampshire right now.It's a good day...I feel all the love from my family and friends. xo

Ok...time to dive in!

Well... I’ve been staring at this screen forever! I just don't know where or how to start! All I know is, I have so much incessant 'chatter' going on in my head that needs to get out! I need to heal...physically/mentally/spiritually!! But...I have a fear...a fear that I'm going to do it all wrong. That people will judge me. I know in all reality, the only person that will ever come over here is Goony...and I know she will not judge me...she will lift me up...inspire...encourage! But still the fear… so for now, I will journal in private, build some confidence.

So...Goony...Thank you for stopping by. You are my inspiration to embark on this healing journey. Thank you for being the wonderful friend that you are! I love you lots!
And if by chance, anyone else has stumbled by...sorry! But, check back again, 'cause when I do 'come out' I could use all the advice I can get! Hey though, while you are here...adopt a pet! Sign to save the seals! Or go play on the playground over at 'Crazy Sexy Life', your sure to find me there!